keep putting this off cause don't like…

keep putting this off cause don't like either lead, Masumi isn't kind ( ˘︹˘ ) he's a pushover. & seeing his childhood didn't invoke pity, more like annoyance (yeah his mother is a piece of work, but coming from a family where we didn't have much & crying wouldn't solve the problem, just make it worse. kinda lived this life & yet don't remember being a cry baby, cause kids learn fast what does & doesn't work & how to avoid getting hit!). so get Masumi's avoiding his mother & working hard to get away from her, but other then that don't feel any remorse for him. *****************************************************************************if anything, his past explains why he's so needy of love - sad (i guess). even though can't find it in me, to feel for him ＼（〇_ｏ）／& from bad to worse as Ritsu is turning out to be even more despicable then i initially thought, here he's actively being intimate not just physically but mentally & he acted confused that Masumi thought they were excusive, MOFO so freakin self-centered & this toxic (ノへ￣、) that's why keep wondering is his motivation true change? & guilt... or is he just trying to get along to get his way - i.e enjoy the last few days he got left, with someone then all alone. *********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw idk what i would do in Masumi's place, guess would go to my parents even if i didn't want to - cause that is what u do. i also got that Ritsu did what he did, to offer Masumi an out. in normal circumstance's would say out of kindness, but here as his main objective is to get close to Masumi physically & not die alone... can't see any off his actions as innocent & out of true concern ╯︿╰

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