(almost) second lead syndrome

one of the closest i have ever gotten to second lead syndrome was watching this drama. like no i do not want chengheng to end up with xiao lanhua but also my heart quite literally broke for the guy every time he was in a scene and i will never recover from him. 

there was a solid minute there where i wasn't sure i wanted the fl to end up with the ml after all and i was shook to my core

li jing only got pains bc i liked him as a character, i didn't really want him to end up with bai qian lol. no, it was mo yuan who gave me pains :') 

i knew she was gonna turn him down from episode one and i still almost cried

i can yell at a guy to turn the fuck around and finish crossing that damn bridge by himself and still be madly in love with him >:v

no but actually i loved him with my whole soul and would watch an entire drama about their history

how dare they give me daichi and issei in the same season 

this guy was a little shit sometimes but i loved him for it :')

did i once yell at yun for being a filthy little bastard? yes. do i still love him with my whole soul? also yes. 

(if you've seen the drama then yes i'm talking about that plan in season 2, yes i yelled at him the whole episode, and no i will never forgive him)

runyu only gave me pains in the first half of the show. he kinda became my nemisis in the second lol

whatshisface didn't deserve this plot T-T 

yes he's on both the love list and the hate list and no i cannot explain why